fui...

fui como uma bala
o engenho explosivo numa mala que estoirava fui napalm que falava
fui um milhão de estilhaços fui os milhares de pedaços
dum bombista suicida fui o sorriso do piloto kamikaze na sua descida
em voo picado
fui um golpe de estado
fui o nó da corda do enforcado
fui um presidente assassinado
fui o fogo posto
fui a chuva acida em agosto
fui um numero sem rosto

o ultimo

estou na rua ao anoitecer
estou acordado ao sol nascer
todo este silencio é ensurdecedor
lá fora os dias mudaram de cor
acho que vou para casa para nunca mais sair
não quero falar ,nunca mais quero rir

everything is broken up and dances

black clouds , black sun , everything black

sappy

Lana smiles

acordo farto de ser
farto de acordar
aborrece ser pessoa , ou o que resta dela..

the Migraines

on your own staying up all night
staying alive but losing touch
tomorrow never comes
it was something you ve done
and all the city lights shine so bright
everybody ´s out tonight
all the city lights shine so bright
everybody´s out tonight
and you know just what to do
and they re all watching you
watching you

every shadow grows in the city lights
on your own out of sight
awake all night
for the rest of your life
for the rest of your life
for the rest of your life

"different colors made of tears"

MOHAN RAM

 Mohan Ram is based on the selection of White Widow crossed with the selection of S.A.D S1. White Widow genetics gives a fresh, floral, fruity touch to the sweet musk of SAD. The result is an outstanding cannabis strain, bursting with flavour of Asian spices, with spectacular production of resin crystals and a strong and lasting effect. It blooms quickly, easy to cultivate and it has an exquisite aroma. Feminized cannabis seeds of Moham Ram are dominated by indica and act like one. They are easy to grow and show excellent resistance to diseases and mild stress. They also fight pests quite well.  These cannabis seeds are suitable for indoor and outdoor cultivation. When growing indoors, they perform well and produce good yields of 500 gr. per m2 in average in pots, soil or hydroponics setups. Outdoor plants' yield is also 500 gr. but per plant. Marijuana produced by Moham Ram is of the best quality; her THC content is between 18% and 21% over 1.4% of CBD providing a very strong energizing and uplifting effect. Managing Mohan Ram is pretty easy - no particular difficulties are reported. Her feminized cannabis seeds sprout quickly and produce strong and healthy seedlings. Mature plants have a typical indica christmas tree look.  They are short and bushy and ideal for gardens where space and height might be an issue. Abundant flowering lasts 8 weeks, ending up with resinous production of big, very dense buds, covered with long shiny crystals full of sticky juice. By the end of flowering,  Moham Ram starts releasing a pleasant floral aroma with some earthy and spicy hints of an old school skunk.  Amateurs can be easily confused by this smell as it reminds more like an ordinary plant rather than marijuana. When grown outdoors, Mohan Ram can be harvested already at the end of September. The final product has a long shelf life maintaining the highest qualities of one of the best marijuana - an exquisite aroma and taste and a long lasting, penetrating effect. This is a perfect strain for those who long for powerful and very relaxing indica high.  

Medicine

saudades de morrer todas as noites
saudades de nao existir durante os dias
saudades de ser sempre assim
repetir a repetição ver onde nos leva
não ha nada a perder quando ja se perdeu tudo
dentro do segredo do fundo do degredo

agora morre se doutras maneiras
sem dias sem noites

" ... and yet i find , repeating in my head, if i cant be my own i´d feel better dead.."

"Work is the source of nearly all the misery in the world. Almost all the evil you'd care to name comes from working or from living in a world designed for work. In order to stop suffering, we have to stop working."

“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.” 

tou de passagem

eu morro logo, morro num instante
quando reparares ja cá não estou
tive só de passagem por aqui
só por momentos ..

5 :45 da madrugada
tento adormecer e cair num esquecimento ideal
oiço crianças ,gritando felizes na rua ..
crianças a esta hora na rua ? pergunta  o meu consciente
espera nao podem ser crianças sao gaivotas gritando
ou o vento a soprar fazendo sons ?
a minha gata corre para a janela do quarto e fixa a escuridão vazia
- sao gatos no cio la fora , gritando pela noite , as ruas a estas horas pertence-lhes
a minha gata permanece parada a escuta como quem ouve inadvertidamente dois amantes , vizinhos á distancia...

"souvenirs of a joyful solitude "

everything turned black

A change of speed, a change of style.

A change of scene, with no regrets,

A chance to watch, admire the distance,

Still occupied, though you forget.

Different colours, different shades,

Over each mistakes were made.

I took the blame.

Directionless so plain to see,

A loaded gun won't set you free.

So you say.

im the man you love to hate

pintas me de cores que imaginaste na aurora falsa

The crumbled cities stand as knownOf the sights that you have been shown
Of the hurt you call your own

you know you ´re right

in pain

 impossible concentration

happy jimbo

r u ?

we are all gloomy victims of lyrical abuse

david bowie days

death old friend

death sits in the chair across from me and watches
death sees but has no eyes
death knows but has no mind

we often sit together in the night
death has one move left
i have none

" SOULLESS  AND BENT ON DESTRUCTION  "

lament

 "Could any hell be more horrible than now and real? "

lifeless

CFV

today

Ian

a cair com a noite
sempre no fim
deve ser de mim

sair á rua

drugs

xmas

se chegar ate ao natal
vou pedir de desejo
um sniper tresloucado numa janela dum predio
um tiro uma morte , um tiro certeiro indoloror
morte instantanea nem saberei o que aconteceu
seria como cair de repente num sono profundo
nao precisa de fazer mal a ninguem
e ate pode nao ser apanhado ,ninguem ver e se so der um tiro ninguem repara nada
é so um gajo qualquer que cai na rua

a acordar morto
vejo ruidos
da electricidade que prenche o silencio
drone sound

"jesus doesn't want me for a sunbeam , sunbeams are not made like me "